Today marks the first night I've made the site. I'm not sure if this will be a manifesto of my life yet but it's a start.
How good of an idea is it to journal here? Am I watching my life pass before my eyes, not to make anything that'll outlive me? Kids would be too messy and not anything worthwhile one their own. Although I have heard of the motivation that they instill.
I obsess over my image. I don't sleep enough. I can't even speak properly half the time. Should I be private about everything I write here? This is also so new. They say that in therapy you should be able to acknowledge everything.
I need a job and money of my own. I am over=committed not developing myself in any way I care. I want to be massive. At least 15 pounds heavier. I want to be literate and command the room. It feels like every step I have to has to be so purposeful and perfect that I can't walk.