Morning. I woke up early to get Cafe Landwer with Reggie. It's funny how they just show off that brightly colored peach Svedka or whatever it is. I don't really know her super well even though its been years at this point. Not too sure what she's going to accomplish with her life but it seems a little boring. I could be wrong. My ears were bit by the cold air while I skated there. I don't want to get too much done today.
I haven't spoken with Anuj in a while. I think he will be a big part of my life later on.
I want to get more of an I will, not I want mentality, as overplayed as this discussion is.
Didn't end up seeing Jasper or Chris two nights ago since I was busy celebrating with the core team. I don't really think being social high is for me. Anna, whose name I didn't know at the time wouldn't stop talking to me. If I'm not retarded she was totally on to me but I was too high to care. I couldn't help but notice how much we moved around the roller hockey room as I avoided her. Her team, RE studios seemed pathetic. Not in the dramatic sense, just pitiable. The outright lack of confidence was sad. She wouldn't stop talking about Zeyu who is allegedly a Chinese spy. Oh well.
The Book Club has taught me so much. I really like Quentins video where he's teaching us to be a great writer. Once you get the words down, maybe you'll be able to master sentences. Paragraphs are a huge undertaking and Chapters are but a pipe dream. I mentioned this to someone and they didn't really understand. I'm online too much.
Baby Alex humanized Quentin so greatly, who I could hardly comprehend in his first videos. It's hard to say if it was my literacy that improved or just my engrossment into this online community that naturally mad it permissible.
Can Sam Hyde really be refuted? I get what he's stirring up. But he's not really building anything. It's a big joke to him.