Sep 26 2023

Thinking about endless love. I dont think about the movie super often but when I do I find it a shame it wasn't so well received. It's quite melodromatic in a way which is much more realistic than a lot of people I think can't appreciate. In fact I think disaproval of this movie is a good litmus test for snobs. 

In other news I've heard back from BP today which is good news, It's just a hirevue I'm moving forward to but that I think i'm actually relatively prepared for. I do feel wiser for my age, but I don't deny I have still fail quite a bit, most notably in social interactions. 

Listened to more cum town today. Felt like deleting twitter. Trying to start Tao Lin's richard yates but I feel like I've been struggling with attention. In fact I feel like to an extent the more I try fixing my brain fog the worse it gets long term. Overall am feeling slightly less depressive since having returned from Mendoza. Went to gym for the first time in weeks today. Defintely feel like 3x a week may be enough if I'm smart about my workouts.