Feb 12 2024

Bap Continues to influence me deeply. Everything now seems like it's about sex. I want to cherish in the thought of domination for the sake of it. No more morality.

I want to, every day, ask myself: How can I win Today? How can I win today.

I have a lot more energy now. The Thyroid is doings its job. I find myself pushing on when other times I would've slacked off. 

Called Vyja today. Walked maybe 3 miles around boston.

Must learn to backflip this week. Maybe get some running shoes. Maybe box. I need to start posting on youtube.

I think about looking at a body naked and then looking at an animal naked. We are deformed in ways that we would be disgusted with in animals.

MOST PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HUMANS ARE